chain smoking

I don't smoke. I never will call my self a 'smoker'. I know that, that is one addiction I will never succumb to.

On the other hand, boys, and boy attention for me, IS like chain smoking. It's a sick addiction that I am fully aware of. It's dangerous, fatal and all in all, just plain stupid.

I take after my elders and fall an idiot to a man's charm.

Dammit.

A cigarette is replaced with a dick. A set of lungs replaced with a heart. Cancer replaced with a broken heart. Again.

Chain smoking is very bad. Maybe the opposite sex is even worse for me.